life is the 1st time to start a live to alive .
sometimes fall, sometimes rise, sometimes disappointed and sometimes having feel wanna disappear . we learn from badmemories , learn from past and start it being the best for our next life .
full of hate and love . angry and fake . happy and sad . tears or no tears . walk around . or runing fast to throw away all badmemories , scream loudly and say goodbye .
after that, start to move on and back smile . endeavour become a real and a best human that ever live in the earth , in the world . although, sometimes we fault again and again. .