one chance . or never !

become a good friend , isn't an easy choice .
many ways that we must across to go to the final destination .
but only one way, that the real way .
ever think that, must you need a friend ( and having they )although your friend isn't a good friend ?
or, you walk alone to live in your life although you know everybody , every human , everyyyyy people in this world need another people to doing any activities to continue they life's .
anyway , sometimes .. we can think that, better that we didn't having friend, bcz, they aren't good for your life . they didn't a good human to participation in ur life .
believe, sometimes . the choice that ever us think that , it's a big wrong in our life ( or maybe ever make our life feels that it's the worst way that u ever choose ), it's not full wrong of it .
every bad or good things that we have done, don't ever commiseration about it .
one day, u can know, what that ever you have done , is a best way !

inti :
lebih baik jalan sendiri . daripada memiliki teman yang menyakitkan hati .
toh, mereka tidak lebih baik dari apa yang telah kita pilih dan jalani .
percaya saja. bahwa kita masih bisa dan pasti akan selalu bisa untuk tetap hidup bahkan bertahan dihidup kita dengan baik" saja . tanpaNYA atau MEREKA .

don't ever make all problem become a big problem . u can make it become easier if u chance angle of your mind !

you come back ! yippieee

Where you are, seems to be as far as an eternity
Out stretched arms, open hearts and
If it never ends, then when do we start?

I’ll never leave you behind, or treat you unkind
I know you understand. oh…
And with a tear in my eye
give me the sweetest goodbye, that I ever did receive

Pushing forward and arching back
Brings me closer to heart attack
Say good bye and just fly away
when you come back,
I have some things to say

How does it feel to know you’ll never have to be alone
when you get home?
There must be someplace here, that only you and I could go..
So I could show you, how I feel..

Dream away everyday
try so hard to disreguard
The rhythm of the rain that drops
and coincides with the beating of my heart..

argh ! sweetest goodbye ! damn !

i write it before at this link.

did you know, who's person that i said at the poem ?

yeah.. that's my old best friend. i don't know..

why, at 14th november of 2008 , we are quirell .

maybe i'm already tired , bored, and really headache .

and i think, she too.

and you know, yesterday she back .

i said. all that i wanna told.

all in my deep heart .

finally, she receive my apologize althouge actually we didn't know, who's wrong at this problem.

but, forget it..

i really like it . love it this situation again .

that's a fools action for me if i wanna stoped our friendship.

thx for all.

continue all in back , but forget every bad things that ever done .

" Pushing forward and arching back
Brings me closer to heart attack
Say good bye and just fly away
when you come back,
I have some things to say "

much things that i wanna told . i wanna say . i wanna story .
here . still being my best with my another best ..

trip to the deep heart

finally, aku bisa mengerti dengan perbedaan antara orang yang kita sayang dengan orang yang mengerti kita .
dalam perjalanan ke bali satu minggu ini, aku bisa merenungi bahkan mendapatkan semua yang biasanya tidak terfikirkan .
di pantai yang ramai dengan bule bule itu, tetap tidak mengusik fikiranku tentang semua ini .
aku sekarang bener-bener tau dan mengerti, bahwa sebenernya aku menganggap dan merasakan sahabat-sahabatku itu seperti apa .
misalnya, kak nanda.
kak nanda itu adalah sobat yang paling aku sayang . tapi, belum tentu dia mengerti aku .
lain halnya, dengan nindy, yang biasa-biasa sajaa* dalam artian aku jg sayang dia tp ga sesayang ka nanda* , tapi, dia yang paling mengerti aku.
itulah pertemanan..
aku juga tidak akan bersikap bahkan bersifat berlebihan .
takut kecewa dalam persahabatan adalah hal yang lumrah dan sangat wajar .
sekarang, yang terpenting ialah bagaimana aku menjalani,, membina , dan menjadikan semua itu tetap sediakala dengan adanya mereka didalam hidupku.


iLOVEyouall,morethanmylife . myBEST .