I really sorry to write like this. I really sorry about secret that i always keeped for many years. I really sorry to try killed my self. I really sorry makes people who loved me dissapoint about me. I really sorry why i dont strong to live in my life. I really sorry about everything. I just felt hate to live in my life since 2 years ago. I'm a loser. Yeah i know. I'm a foolish. I try to sabotage my self. I won't explain you all here what i've done with my body. I just try to kill my self. And the effect just now happen, when my life now so colorful. I get all. I have all. And i try to love it. Regret ? Nope. That's all destiny. I just wanna say sorry here. For everything.