games

i just played this sadist games.
to show you how psycho me.
i'm not mad.
maybe just freak.
i haven't feel anymore.
just cause this sore.
it's happened so bad
and deep in heart.
always heard sadly
absolutely badly.
not anymore dreaming.
not anymore sleeping.
there's just awake.
not anymore wake up.
never give up.
live as a push up.
live in a glitter.
or in a bitter ?
it isn't humour.
not anymore glamour.
at least,
just wants finished it!